Hi everyone!
It`s been a long time, since I wrote a Journal entry here
No surprising... I spend 2 years of my life at my graduate project (witch you can see at the gallery) and I finnaly managed to finish my education!
with best results:3
this was a hard time for me, because I have to give 120% of me to make it to the end. Sleepless nights, hundreds cans of energy drinks and burdensome pain back where difficult to take. But I make it at last. I can finally rest! And I can finnaly make some manga styled arts (good buy traditional)!
But something wasn`s right there... was it the fatigue? No, that`s not it. Why I feel so empty?
I mentioned it before that my art style willl change. Since I graduated Art University my previous works where no longer satisfy me ... they seems to me more childish, trivial, they didn`t stand out of a hundreds of manga arts I saw on the internet.
They become... blur.
Since I get through more traditional style in art shool I wanted to change my Manga style for good. This was frustraiting, and it is so for now. I lost my vein, and I`m still trying to get it back somehow. It`s not because I didn`t like manga style now - I do, and I think it`s wonderful and unique in the vast art world!
I needed to merge these two worlds in some kind of way, and I felt I have to change the tools for this task.
And I`m also think I`m on the right way... but it will be a long way through.
I have to keep walkin` lets see where`s the end of this path :3
How do you fell? Does it worth it?